tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29096789605064832742024-03-04T23:40:07.577-08:00SAY NO TO IMPLANTSSharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-73756624989703569522015-04-23T12:22:00.004-07:002015-04-23T12:25:14.644-07:00Abandonment and loss. Staying saved..There are little Miracles every day if you are open in both mind and Spirit <3<br />
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This morning I sat weeping uncontrollably, slowly wrapping myself around my reality both with my health and just how physically alone I really am.<br />
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I heard a tapping outside as I sat wondering how things ever became this hopeless.. outside a tiny Nuthatch was on my actual deck perched on the top of MY chair.. my active tear production stopped as <br />
I looked at him looking at me and for a split second It seemed we both laughed, he then flew away.<br />
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"Calm yourself "<br />
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I have been away far too long, I apologize again. I find myself questioning how much people want to hear about this Illness, this killer that is allowed to run amock inside womens bodies with full support of the FDA. Pun intended.<br />
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It's not funny, not remotely.. I apologize yet again. I can not help but become glib after all I have been through in the last 10 years at least, this Toxic Beast has taken over my entire life. In fact it threatens to take my very life from me.<br />
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As I write there are many Biotoxins as well as Mold and Fungus running free range in my body, going after my moat vital organs.<br />
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My liver,kidneys and Gallbladder are making the most noise unless you count the chaos in my brain due both to mold and Mercury, for REAL. My short term memory is nearly non existent. My normally quick mind is having a hard time grasping a sentence if it is not very brief. I have lost many "words" MANY. My balance is gone and my pain is at times quite serious.<br />
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The offenders MUST be removed or all efforts to CLEAN my body with whole and organic foods and MASSIVE Supplements to help support what can no longer function.. will have been in vain.<br />
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I will try to be here more, try to leave more information! Do try to leave a comment.. then I will know I should continue to write <3<br />
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In love and light,<br />
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Sharon<br />
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This is my Fund.. Please consider, everything helps. <br />
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-69247212885900715262015-03-06T20:23:00.001-08:002015-03-17T10:05:06.169-07:00BRAVE Soul in FILM / DOCUMENTARY EXPOSE' Films ??? <div style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 19.3199996948242px; margin-bottom: 6px;">
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;"> SERIOUS INQUIRIE'S O</span><span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">NLY! </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47;">Surgery will BE in ATLANTA Georgia as soon as Funds become available! Approx. May or June 2015!</span><br />
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-46812760843599134402015-03-04T20:02:00.003-08:002015-03-06T17:13:49.655-08:00PLEASE CONSIDER a small Donation.. Thank you and bless you. I am fundraising for Surgery, info to come soon!<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">http://www.gofundme.com/nfymig</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> I apologize you may have to cut and paste or Look it up, I am having difficulties manuevering the site. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">My pain is a genuine 10 today, cranky..will not consider pain meds with a swollen liver!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you for your patience and your kindness!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Sharon.. Mads Mom AKA BULLDOG! ( inside joke for my regular reader's <3 )</span><br />
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-66167943836878686072015-02-23T22:01:00.001-08:002015-02-26T15:53:18.032-08:00That Light from within..<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">My heart is so open and raw right now as I wrap up a weepy few days. I am so sorry I have stayed away. </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have never liked delivering bad news. Working in retail I hated firing someone so much one time I hooked her up with a Primo JOB that she excelled at and made a great life for herself. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am a bleeding heart.. we'll leave the politics out of it ;)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am a cut to the chase type person so that is what I will try to do.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Facts please.. I went through terminal illness with Bobby so that I could learn how to fight and MANY times advocate for him. I was a BULLDOG!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">It is now time for me to do that for me. Be my own BULLDOG!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I will give you a full list of my Diagnosis from Dr. Susan Kolb of Atlanta, world renowned and from hundreds of hours of research .. the Pioneer in her field in the U.S.A. Dr Kolb is a Medical Doctor and she also is a Dr. of Holistic Medicine. I have enormous respect for her and I have FAITH in this woman. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Whew.. Sorry, it's depressing and dark but it is my reality right now and I have <i>accepted</i> it as an opportunity from God to grow rather than <i>seeing</i> it as a curse.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Regretfully the surgery that will save my life is NOT covered by MEDICAID because I do not <i>yet</i> have Cancer.. I'm going to tell you that this Warrior of a Doctor that stood before me teared up upon the delivery of that grim news. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;"> I said it way back in my Blog.. I DO however STILL believe that THIS Dr. is going to save my life, "God love her" as my mom would say.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I believe he WILL come through for me through his earth angels and the angels that lay among him now in heaven as well as my Lord and Savior himself.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I believe, you must too.. please</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">My work here is to begin when I recover. I have so much to give and I have been given divine guidance in the midst of the Darkness that has tried to swallow me up. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">There are sure to be many bumps along this road and I am nothing if not <i>in your face</i> truthful when I am passionate about something.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am Blessed to be able to reach out and share my story with you, please come back and always feel free to start a dialogue or leave a comment.. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I will try hard to be here more often than I have been. It took some time to get back here.. first out of complete stagnation with the other Doctor and then me struggling to get my arms around this as best I could, through praying, tears, disbelief and finally a degree of acceptance.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Thank you again for sharing my journey Be kind to yourself so you may give from a full well.</span><br />
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-27401190305974659682015-02-15T19:50:00.004-08:002015-02-16T17:14:41.506-08:00Free Falling..<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">How can it be that I find myself in the situation I feared most? What does life or death actually mean? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">My insurance is not going to cover my surgery, no surprise. Eight Thousand and Six Hundred DOLLARS stands between me and a long slow painful death from Bio-poisoning and possibly mold. The possible ramifications are endless.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> I have been waiting over two weeks now for my test results* .Answers, do I not deserve that? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">WE WOMEN in this wasteland of pioneering silicone lab rats.. it is up to US, WE MUST RAISE OUR VOICES!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Why is this being allowed by the FDA, READ..anywhere, it's there.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">You are not crazy, toxic metals and bio-toxins that are the "dust" of silicone which is deteriorating in your body.. they are affecting many women's brains, most often "Short term memory loss" and "Brain Fog". This has been what feels like chewing at my brain, little by little I am losing pieces of my memory and what feels like my mind.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">By the swift hand of God I ended up getting an appointment with Dr. Susan Kolb on the 20th of THIS month! </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Dr. Kolb is the author of the book that is my best friend right now. </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Dr. Kolb is also the Dr. I spoke of when I said "This is the Doctor that I hope to speak of when I speak to high school Kids... as the Dr. that saved my life.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I do NOT know why I have come this far so fast, God is at the wheel and so good at giving direction, he is my Compass as well as my Savior.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I will go to the appointment, another blessing. I must raise the money by Thursday of THIS week. I've been in worse spots but this one is life and death with a warning! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Frustration, phone calls, emails, appts.... I keep moving and I keep believing. I must. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">This magical child that calls me mum needs me and she needs my direction, it is taking her far. God put us together as parent and child for some beautiful and significant reasons. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I hope I am able to buy those years through surgery, possibly as much as 20+ years with the surgerie(s) and Chelation Therapy by Dr. Kolb to start.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> It all feels very surreal, perhaps because the Consultation is one thing.. the surgery is quite another. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">IF you are reading this and contemplating breast augmentation, I implore you don't do it..not un til you have exhausted yourself in research and your very own heart says it's the right thing to do. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">What about THIS, Take a course, Travel Italy by backpack if need be across Europe with few friend's.. FIND YOU, don't stop working on yourself until you embrace all of you. It is my hope that when you get THERE the very idea will feel nearly as absurd as it does for me now. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">How I wish I had been happy with what God gave me. I was quite insecure after a timultuous 11 years playing trophy </span><span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">believing in someone that </span><span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">proved to be a Fraud.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am a mess many days, at times I feel disconnected.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I want answers and nobody is being held accountable here. I am consistently disappointed and missing "home".</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> We miss Boston, as they say you can take the girl out of Boston but you can't take the Boston out of the girls.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">It is my hope and my prayer to have this surgery somehow by Spring and to get strong by Summers end. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">My girl and I plan to get back to Boston in November 2015! We can transfer our section 8 that we were thankfully granted a few months ago. I pray that will go smoothly. We have had more drama than many could imagine really. Peace is the goal, along with ROOTS..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">After surgery I will dream once again in Technicolor! I have some rather large plans regarding GIVING BACK.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> Having had my health issues escalate as fast as they have has added so much stress onto my already so compromised body.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Trying hard to just BE much of the time, keep everything written down and in files,stay organized, change things to adapt to my current situation but truthfully I am going through it alone and that I do NOT recommend. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;"> I can not possibly be the only one beaten down by life to the point that I can NOT pay $5,000 to $8,600 for anything..EVEN LIFESAVING Surgery! I would truly have to rob a bank! It's absurd..<br /><br /><br /> My own Doctor told me I really should save my money and have them removed because I am in for so much heavy testing. I explained that being 100% *disabled*, My entire YEARLY income is the same as the surgery. As a close friend once said.. "Numbers don't lie".</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;"> I pray this does not turn out badly due to a refusal of Medicare and Medicaid to remove these TOXIC BOMBS that the FDA lies about openly.. OUT of my chest. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">I finally at long last was tested for Heavy Metals and Mold and am awaiting those results. This Testing alone has been a long sought out triumph. If you read the blog, it's there.<br /><br /><i>NOW</i><br /> There is a serious issue with my elevated Bilirubin and the pain that knocked me to my knees tonight. Pain is not my friend! <br /><br /><br /> Constant Nausea, EXTREME spells of fatigue and then general sluggish mood.. cramps in my calf so bad I expect a bone will rip through any moment.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">Most recently after a CT Scan done when my ever present "clumsiness"* caused a bump to my head the results of which was coming upon a "pool of mucous"? up between my eyes.. this is "causing the swollen red veins in my eyes and the darkened eye sockets." Hmm.. Solution: Anti-biotics. I'll remind you my White blood cells are very low..<br /><br />Wow..<br /> Also right in the research Data it talks about direct correlation between Sinus issues and Silicone AND mold..my two worst enemies right now.<br /><br /> As anyone that has been through this will testify and I wish them all well, they clearly survived a war and I applaud them. I am not even lined up for surgery and I am battle weary.<br /><br /> I will get through this.. I will never give up! The Explantation must happen and it will. God willing.<br /><br /><br /> Thank you all for your support. PLEASE feel free to comment, ask questions etc. IF you are a possible sufferer, feel free to talk! I have NO answers, I am not an expert, Nurse, Doctor or anything close to any of these! I am however fighting the same battle.. and I'm here as energy permits.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">I have gained so much medical knowledge about this condition because my instincts {I believe,God given} drove me on. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">It really is my hope to put what I have learned RIGHT HERE in the open for any that need it! </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">Of course not..but I cbe ould be a voice to someone in the "wilderness".<br /><br /><br /> I am grateful to be able to DO this research but I will tell you my Brain Fog, severe short term memory loss noticed by many and just my health in general is going to slow me down if not resolved.<br /><br /><i>THE GOOD NEWS</i><br /> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #d5a6bd; color: #741b47; font-size: large;">To think.. percentages as high as 94% have been reported in women that have gone through En Bloc Explantation followed by a full years worth of detoxification and strict diet!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">My Dr. and I don't seem to be having any real relationship these days and I feel completely disconnected from the Medical Community once more.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I have expressed to her in writing and verbally many times now what a hardship this creates for me. I am disabled, I do not drive making me dependent on the only form of Transit here other than a car, a shuttle service. The cost is prohibitive and it means spending an entire day on a bus.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">This is not simply an inconvenience with my medical condition, it is an impossibility.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Still the calls from these same Specialists keep coming in.. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Last night in my letter I let her know that I need to see a Dermatologist in my town, NOT 60 miles from here.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I also let her know I am tired of waiting for her to figure out how to have the Hair root test for Metals {Toxicity Panel} and the Alpha MSH test for mold done. I know the name because I researched and verified by speaking to a Great RN at a Cosmetic Surgeons office! I want this identified so that I may then move forward to the surgery. I want my LIFE BACK!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Boston Doctors will get this in line in no time, without all the unnecessary duress. MUST get home. I will.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">So.. I am in nowhere land and have been since my last posting. The trick has been not letting my many, some serious symptoms/side affects..? NOT letting these things destroy my JOY and my many blessings. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I have recently allowed myself to dream again, that's a big one!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #351c75; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Love you all.. I will always return. I apologize for the lapses, as things start to MOVE I will be here more often!</span><br />
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CHEMICALS FOUND IN BREAST IMPLANTS - THE COMPLETE LIST</span></h6>
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<strong>1. Methyl Ethyl Ketone</strong><br />
<strong>2. Cyclohexanone</strong><br />
<strong>3. Isopropyl alcohol</strong><br />
<strong>4. Denatured Alcohol</strong><br />
<strong>5. Acetone</strong><br />
<strong>6. Urethane</strong><br />
<strong>7. Polyvinyl Chloride (Liquid vinyl)</strong> This ingredient was used in all medical devices made at Edwards Lab, from tubing to gel.<br />
<strong>8. Lacquer Thinner</strong><br />
<strong>9. Ethyl Acetate</strong><br />
<strong>10. Epoxy Resin</strong><br />
<strong>11. Epoxy Hardener</strong> - both 10 & 11 are chemically known as glycosides Ether of Bisphenol A.<br />
<strong>12. Amine</strong><br />
<strong>13. Printing Ink</strong><br />
<strong>14. Toluene</strong><br />
<strong>15. Dichloromethan</strong> (Methylene Chloride) This breaks down in the body so blood cannot carry oxygen: Metabolizes carbon monoxide poisoning. Causes CSN depression.<br />
<strong>16. Freon</strong><br />
<strong>17. Silicone</strong><br />
<strong>18. Flux</strong><br />
<strong>19. Solder</strong><br />
<strong>20. Metal cleaning Acid</strong><br />
<strong>21. Lofol (Formaldehyde)</strong><br />
<strong>22. Talcum Powder</strong><br />
<strong>23. Color Pigments as Release Agents</strong><br />
<strong>24. Oakite</strong> (Cleaning Solvent)<br />
<strong>25. Eastman 910 glue</strong> (Cyanoacyrylates)<br />
<strong>26. Ethylene Oxide</strong> (ETO)<br />
<strong>27. Carbon Black</strong><br />
<strong>28. Xylene</strong><br />
<strong>29. Hexone</strong><br />
<strong>30. Hexanone2</strong><br />
<strong>31. Thixon-OSN-2</strong><br />
<strong>32. Antioxidant</strong> (Rubber)<br />
<strong>33. Acid stearic</strong><br />
<strong>34. Zinc Oxide</strong><br />
<strong>35. Naptha</strong> (Rubber Solvent)<br />
<strong>36. Phenol</strong><br />
<strong>37. Benzene</strong> - Known Carcinogen!!!!! KNOWN TO CAUSE IMMUNE DISEASE!!!!!!</div>
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 16px;">- See more at: http://www.shirleys-wellness-cafe.com/Women/BreastImplants.aspx#chems</span>Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-42688556427925996532014-12-17T13:47:00.003-08:002014-12-18T12:20:18.041-08:00A Doctors ignorance is not bliss<h2>
<span style="color: #741b47; font-weight: normal;">It has been too long since I have written, far too long. <span style="font-size: large;">I feel an enormous sense of responsibility to share knowledge with you my reader as well as my feelings about what is happening on this dark path. Lately there is so little to report it feels a senseless act to write anything. </span></span></h2>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: large;">So far the only professional that has listened and understood is a Doctor that specializes in my exact malady. There is a Plastic Surgeon in Ga. that has made quite a name for herself "explanting" Toxic implants and after removing all toxic tissue, detoxing the whole patient. These patients in overwhelming numbers go on to see all or most symptoms disappear in less than a years time.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: large;">Why am I not sitting in her office? There is no insurance that covers what began as cosmetic surgery whether it has become debilitating or it seems even, life threatening.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: large;">After a sleepless night it seems there are only a few paths left me considering I live well below the poverty level and have no access to the clear choice as mentioned above.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-size: large;">If not for her and my love for my children and grandchild, I would have given up by now. The battle has been incredibly difficult and for the first time I feel I may lose.</span></span></div>
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-10767391633992400952014-11-02T15:24:00.000-08:002014-12-17T12:51:39.186-08:00Strangers within the Walls..<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> There are strangers within my body. My body has been telling me for a while that there was trouble afoot. Health issue after health issue and yet despite the fact that I had a few very, very good Doctors I was not in one place long enough during the decline of my health. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">In the four years since my husbands passing there was no strong bond with one Doctor is what I am trying to say. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">There was one Doctor in Indiana, small town..Indiana. This Doctor is the one that asked me to <i>humor </i>him and let him go ahead and test me for Lupus.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">He was correct I tested Positive for Lupus. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">When I first started learning about "Implant Toxicity" one of the veins that ran through nearly every Article I read stated one thing in common. That commonality is that many people find their way here in this state of High Mold or Metals Toxicity by way of a Lupus diagnosis.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">So this Doctor if I were still there would be on this quest with me right now...this connecting of the dots.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">As of right now my Doctor and I here in North Carolina are seeing each other this coming week. We plan to discuss and hopefully order an Apha MSH Test and an Anyalytical Chemistry as is customary in the face of these extreme and nearly unlimited symptoms.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">To have this routine carried out by a Cosmetic Surgeon would cost me an out of pocket fortune. She is my Doctor, she has the option of sending me to a Rheumatologist which she has already mentioned she would be doing. </span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">It is bizarre and irritating to get call after call from four other specialist's she wants me to see but not one from a Rheumatologist! The very Doctor I should be sitting in front of by now.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I do believe my Doctor and I are on the same page finally after much discussion and if not we have agreed to let each other know. She has the knowledge and the power but this is MY body. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have days where I am so sick and everything hurts differently as my ears ring away.. days I wish I could go to sleep and wake up illness free or simply not wake up at all.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">The Brain Fog and the memory loss along with wrists that throb, hair that stopped growing..wow how it goes on. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I tell you this because, One day and it will come...there will be a chance for you to warn someone to really stop and do their homework. They need to sit with someone intelligent that loves them and research before that scalpel comes anywhere near their flesh. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">She apologized if this was an issue. She also stated that she didn't need the tests after all as my Bilirubin had been high at other times over the last few years..DUH!!!!!! Dear God..This woman is a Doctor..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Many of the results look okay, some do not. My Bilirubin is "HI" as they report.. my RBC's in urine HI and a few other that would confuse most everyone are<i> off ..</i></span></div>
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<br />Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-46733754925930459672014-10-17T11:47:00.000-07:002014-10-17T11:47:19.244-07:00The Calm before the Storm<h2>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Five vials of my blood will tell us a lot of basic information to start. The Doctor will be calling me the beginning of the week with the outcome of this preliminary testing.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">From here there are quite a few Specialists I will need to see, she is arranging all of that.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I feel a new hope but I also feel some fear, you can't run from fear so therefor I will face it head on.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Knowing what I am ultimately facing is so very real now and at some point I will have to come to terms with a new body. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I will have to let go of what society's idea of beauty is completely as I redefine that for myself.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have spent these past years realizing my worth through a great deal of loss and trauma, this will soon be tested in a big way.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Learning to love ourselves is perhaps the lesson of all lessons.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">I don't have Cancer, not yet. ALCL is a form of Cancer that can develop in women that have had breast implants. </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Today it was impossible to regulate my inner temperature. Cold sweats during the night gave way to my body feeling on fire during the day. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Fatigue so heavy it keeps me immobilized for hours, sometimes as many as 18-20.. this is something I have had a particularly hard time adjusting to. I am used to being a very energetic and active woman. I no longer recognize my body.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">On the days where I have strength and stamina I push myself to get things accomplished for I never know when the intense fatigue will return.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">There is a relentless ringing in my ears I have had now for nearly a year, threatening whatever sanity I cling to.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I attempt to talk and what comes out on days like today is slurred due to what I now know is called "brain Fog", this also brings confusion and memory loss. In the back of my mind I had feared early onset Dementia! As awful as this is I now know it is reversible with the surgery.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">The tingling in my hands and feet compete with the burning in my shoulder blades.. All of these things remind me, my body is no longer my own.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">I tell you all of this NOT to complain but in the spirit of FULL disclosure. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">What I wouldn't give to go back to my Doctor in Brookline, Massachusetts. Beth Israel Deaconess Hospital is one of the best in the Country, how I long for the safety of that and some of the most educated and progressive Doctors within the world of modern medicine.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;"> Keeping my spirits up and my head screwed on tight is a daily challenge for me and today was not a banner day with this illness.</span></div>
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Sharon Sennett-Hernehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06584249801105950472noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2909678960506483274.post-15662307415506061002014-10-12T12:43:00.000-07:002014-10-12T13:30:20.889-07:00Connecting the Dots<h4>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">In this world of more is better and the endless desire for perfection I made the choice to have my breasts augmented or in simple terms.. I opted for breast implants.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">I won't lie to you, I was thrilled with this "new me" immediately after surgery! I remember looking at myself in the mirror and being elated even though the physical pain I was in was off the charts. Childbirth, natural childbirth was a cake walk next to this level of pain. Strong pain medication became my best friend for nearly a month as I struggled even to open a door or lift something, anything without crying out in pain.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">When the pain wore off my new adventure began with gusto. All of the rules for clothing a flat chested body were gone, I could suddenly wear anything and appear not only "sexy" but healthy by society's standards. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">The fact that I was a divorced woman without a man to be concerned about made life a wonderland for my ego. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">It was unnerving to see men walk into things as they veered off course to salivate over me. This was not something I had ever experienced before to this degree. It was time of immense "power" for me, that is the only way I can describe it accurately and honestly.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">The satisfaction I suddenly felt regarding my physical appearance added a nuance to life that I had not known previously.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">It was painful as a young woman growing up but never "out" and I had promised myself if I was ever financially able that I would have this surgery. It was not a surprise to family members or those close to me, I am nothing if not bold.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">I can't even tell you the novelty wore off, it never did until recently when the truth about what was happening inside my body started to come to light. The list of symptoms has become SO long it will shock you, it did me. I will go further into this in time.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">I am nearly fourteen years post surgery and at least half of that time I have been ill. These last few years my illness has become severe and after testing I was recently diagnosed with Lupus.. This prompted in me an obsession to connect the dots.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">If you are a person of substance growth becomes a huge part of life somewhere into your forties, I am and it is. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">I can say today that my self worth has very little to do with my body or my face, it is instead something deep inside that makes me worth loving. Loving oneself takes lots of hard work and it is not for the meek. Wisdom tells me now that anyone deserving of my love is drawn to THAT, not simply my "packaging".</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">Trials and tribulations either destroy you or they bring you out..they help you to discover your most authentic self, they teach you what real beauty is. To say I have been through hell is such an understatement it seems absurd to say it never mind put it into writing. Let me just tell you life has rubbed me hard to finally allow me to shine.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">We can not go back in time to correct our mistakes, we ordinarily must be satisfied with learning from them. This is clearly not as cut and dry as not repeating the same mistake as in most instances.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">I am learning this in a very painful way through a dramatic surge of consequence.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="color: #741b47;">You see, had I been the person I am today in 1991 surgery would not have been my "answer" true self love would have.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">It was a big decision to go public with what I am going through, I have struggled with that choice and I have prayed long and hard.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I am at peace with the choice for my convictions are strong. If I can stop one woman from going through what I am going through, it will have been worth any shame or humiliation I may suffer. Ego brought me to my knees, I have no use for it.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">As time passes my body gets sicker and sicker, it is poisoned from within very day by foreign invader's. Silica and mold live within the confines of what should be considered a temple, this body that houses my soul. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Soon I will be going through surgery to remove what I refer to now as the Beast.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I will be having what is considered the equivalent of a double Mastectomy, by choice. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">In the end it is all about choices..the choices we make and the wisdom we gain through the consequences of those choices. I choose LIFE.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">This will be a long road for me as I am no longer in that upper tax bracket, I am now 100% disabled and living well below the poverty level. It is no longer a question of a "free consultation" and a scheduled elective surgery.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">To have breast EXplantation is a very different story and as I fight for my life I will share with you the ups and the downs in somewhat of a "Diary" form here on this Blog. </span><span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">You see...my medical insurance will not pay for explantation this is a hard cold fact. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Explantation is a very dirty word to Doctors and especially to most plastic surgeons. Clearly if this is fully exposed and heads are pulled from the proverbial sand very big players {companies} will lose billions of dollars. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">The FDA has been lying to woman about the safety of breast implants for so long it is my opinion and that of many "Implant Toxicity" patients that the manufacturers hold the FDA in the palm of their nasty, greedy and irresponsible hands. Our Government has thrown us to the wolves yet again.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">I have struggled to find a surgeon that will support me in my fight, the minute my implants are brought up I am "dropped" into a vast wasteland of the "untouchable". </span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Denial and even arrogance becomes a Dr.s response to my questions, the more educated I become the more threatened they seem to feel. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">The good news is I have finally zeroed in on a few brave leaders in the medical field that are standing up and saying "ENOUGH"! </span><br />
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">Dr. Susan Kolb in Atlanta, Georgia is one of the few that have been brave enough to speak out. Dr. Kolb's book "The Naked Truth about Breast Implants" has solidified my conviction. It is time to navigate this maze for me to go on to live a full and healthy life. I must believe this is possible despite my "prognosis".</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">To all the men out there, I pray this gives you pause when defining "beauty".</span></div>
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